sunday/ Kari Grogan (great friend )
You know I am coming Sunday with the Lillys. I miss you so much and it hurts so bad, it leaves my stomach empty. I wrote a letter to the paper and I will be there to visit you. I am still wearing your sweater now, it seems it's the only thing I wear now, I finally washed it! It meant so much to me that your mom let me keep it. I am going to everything I can to help your mom and sister with justice for you, there can be no closure with this until something is done. We have already got it back it the media, but even if things are changed I will never forget you and my heart is forever broken. Mason always has so much fun here, and I just love keeping him. He is so fun and has so much energy, between Mason and Brandon and Layla this house is always going when we have him. I swear Jennifer he is like our family. James feels the same way, I remember when you called me and told me you were pregnant and I still get to be with him. It means a lot to me. You have a wonderful family and I love being able to talk with them and keep Mason, it's all I have left of you. And the sweater! Love always, kari Close
my sweet valentine / Josie Hester (mom)
I have placed a memorial in the Sunday paper to remember you and to show the world your pretty face again.We think of you each day, many times throughout each day. Sometimes we cry. sometime we laugh, your memories are our treasures. It will be a year, this Sunday,it still feels unreal, it seems just a very short time has passed. I look at Mason and when I stop and really "look" I think of how he has grown, how he is changing. He still reminds us of you. He is dramatic and theatrical, wonder where he got that"?" He loves to be the center of attention and has the sweetest smile. His eyes are so blue, just like yours. I see you in those eyes.He says things at times that will just astound you. It is so amazing how smart he is.His personality is really becoming quite his own.I see you here, I see you smiling as you look down at your little boy. I know he feels your love. He misses you so. Jennifer our life will never be the same, we will aways long to see you again. I know you are around us, I feel your spirit, but it is not enough. Our hearts are broken still.I will visit your stone and leave you a part of my heart there. Mason sends the little bear. I love you so much, Jennifer, I always will.Happy Valentines baby, love, Mom Close
Heartache/ Dana Jo (sister)
Jennifer, There is no other way to describe my feelings everyday. I have found since you were taken that everyday I encounter one or many things that remind me of you, I smile and cry but the pain in my heart is unbearable. I miss you more than I can even begin to describe. I try to put my energy into this website and sometimes I feel a little better but never again will I be the person I was before February 12, 2005!!!
Jennifer, I miss you sooo much!!! I love you more than I can even express. I hate that you are not with our family. I know you are in our hearts but I want to hug you, I want to touch you, I want to hear you and I want to see you!!! I do talk to you all the time. I know you probably wish I would just shut up sometimes. I miss your voice. I miss your querky ways of making us all laugh. I miss our "sister conversations" I have no one to share those thoughts with anymore. I have noone that understands that bond that we share. I have noone that shares the memories like you and I from our childhood. No matter how much we always fought as kids, we always stuck by one another. I would drop anything to help you and you did the same for me. You are my one and only sister. Sometimes I feel really selfish because I think about the things that I will not get to do, feel, see or be a part of with you... your wedding, your successes as a nurse, and many many more then I think about how you were taken from Mason and your life was taken from you and then I feel even worse because I was thinking about myself. Jenn, You are the most compassionate, loving and unselfish person I know. Please be with me and show me the way...I need your help!! I love you Sis!!! Close
Link to video / Dana Green (sister)
Here is a link to a video that a special person made for my family. It is of Jennifer!! It is beautiful.. Please visit the site and look at the video!!
I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear A rather strange idea, I see everything from here. I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card A card of love for my mother, as these days for her are hard.
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven. She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.
I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so. She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too, Memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?
My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight. She thinks of ways to honor me, sometimes far into the night She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells She still buys me gifts, and writes to me as well.
So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too Just as the children of earth will do.
Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest. Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.
I Believe by Diamond Rio / Dana Green (sister)Read >>
I Believe by Diamond Rio / Dana Green (sister)
Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin I feel you come back again And it's like you haven't been gone a moment from my side Like the tears were never cried Like the hands of time are holding you and me And with all my heart I'm sure we're closer than we ever were I don't have to hear or see, I've got all the proof I need There are more than angels watching over me I believe, oh I believe
Now when you die your life goes on It doesn't end here when you're gone Every soul is filled with light It never ends and if I'm right Our love can even reach across eternity I believe, oh I believe
Forever, you're a part of me Forever, in the heart of me I would hold you even longer if I can Oh, the people who don't see the most Say that I believe in ghosts If that makes me crazy, then I am 'Cause I believe
Oh I believe . . . yes I do There are more than angels watching over me I believe, oh I believe
Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin I feel you come back again . . . and I believe
Jennifer,its been very difficult to enjoy the holidays.I missed you when I went Christmas shopping, I always enjoyed shopping with you. You always made me laugh and you always had a way of getting me to buy you more things! I thought of you often.Watching Mason open Christmas presents, watching him on Christmas morning seeing for the first time what Santa brought him, was "bittersweet". It just breaks my heart you are not here in his life. Will he ever know how much you loved him? We all try very hard to hold it together but it is the most difficult thing anyone could ever have to do. I made a video of you and one of Steph too. I know you are here with us but I thought the visual pictures would help us. I know it is a real help to me. I watch yours everyday.Mason really liked it too. He smiled with every picture. "thats my mommy" he would say. He misses you so much. He is such a good boy. In the short time you were in his life you really made a great impact on him. I believe your presence will be forever with him. Jenn, he had a good Christmas, he got lots of new toys, something he said he needed! He was surrounded with love . We took him to see Chritmas lights, we did all the things you would have done yourself had you been here, We had Christmas at Dana's home so it might be easier for everyone but it didnt matter where we were, we all thought of you and missed you.We lit a candle in remembrance of you and one for Stephanie too. We will always remember you. Our family is not complete, we will always be missing a very special part, YOU! WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU! love, Mom
A wonderful friend / Kari Grogan (Friend)
I have bad and good days. Yesterday was an angry day. Remember when we lived by eachother? All the phone calls we would make, Paul would come home and ask if that was me on the phone, because we were always gabbing. I remember laying out in the sun with you. I remember when you and I lost people together. Now I don't have a choice about if I talk to you 10 times a day or not. I am better today, you sent love to me didn't you. The picture Dana put on this site of you and Mason at his first Halloween, I gave it to you. Remember that night? We were all at Julie's house with about 10 other kids, I remember taking that picture, Amber has it too. I miss you a lot please keep sending the love sweetie. With love from the heart, Kari Close
Thank You / Josie Hester (mom)
I just want to say thank you to everyone that has visited this site in honor of Jennifer. Thank you for all the memories you share here. I visit this site most every day and it is truly comforting to see the new entries each time. It is truly wonderful to know Jennifer is thought of and remembered by you. I think of her constantly. It helps knowing others think of her too.Please never hold back the chance to share a memory with me.I cannot express how much it means to me to hear her name . When someone talks about her it may bring a tear but just know that those tears are helpful. I cannot explain how painful this is but know I would never want any one of you to feel what I feel.For you all to have shared in Jenn's life was incredible, she made an impact in so many lives, to see all the candles lit in her memory is comforting.I have days that I want to cry all day but the joy of Mason is my strength.I will never be the same and my life has forever been changed. I will be sad and I will be angry, I will forever miss my daughter.When I have a happy moment, Jennifer is somehow a part of it.Jennifer could always make me laugh, I see her tossing her little head around to make her silly little gesture as if she were standing right here. Her image to me is so vivid. I hope I never forget these images in my mind. They are my sanity. Please continue to share memories on this site and anytime we meet. Jennifer will always be a very big part of our lives here.She is not gone,she is only away.Someday we will be with her again.You see... she lives...she lives in heaven. Thank you, Josie Close
Thanksgiving/ Dana Jo (Sister)
Jennifer, this is our first thanksgiving without you and I do not know how it is going to happen. I know you are already missed and it is not even time to eat!!! You always made family gatherings so fun and full of life!!! Today we will see the sunshine through the windows and we will know you are looking over us and you are in our hearts!!! I just wanted to say I miss you deeply and would give anything for you to be here with us today!!! I love you sis. Dana Jo Close
Sorry I never told you, all I wanted to say And now it's too late to hold you 'Cause you've flown away, so far away
Never had I imagined living without your smile Feeling and knowing you hear me It keeps me alive, alive
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together Together, one sweet day
Darling, I never showed you Assumed you'd always be there I took your presence for granted, but I always cared And I miss the love we shared
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together Together, one sweet day
Although the sun will never shine the same I'll always look to a brighter day Lord, I know when I lay me down to sleep You will always listen as I pray
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together Together, one sweet day
Yes, we will one sweet day Sorry I never told you, all I wanted to say
The words to this song very much capture the thoughts and feelings of so many of us that have been touched by Jennifer. The words are also representative of the pain that many of us feel daily. I am sharing the words for everyone to have a greater understanding of the song because this song is reflective of family, friends and many many others.
Just Thinking / Bridget Wheatley (Friend)
I miss Jennifer so much she was an incredible friend to me. When I needed her she was there. Even in her busy schedule of being a Mom and a nursing student. We had so much fun together. I think about her this time last year with a school work and how she would feel like she would never finish everything! She was very strong willed and determined. I thank God for bringing her into to my life when I needed her.
To her Family, I am holding you guys up in prayer all the time. I know that you all miss her so much.
I know Mason fills the void as much as he can with y'all seeing Jennifer in Mason. I also know Mason can be a handfull!!!
I pray that the Lord will give extra strength to you.
~Bridget~ Close
Pretty in Pink / Josie Hester (mom)
October 3,1978-The language of life all has new meaning for today I know real beauty. No gallery holds a piece of artwork to equal the masterpiece of one sweet baby girl. The gardens of the world have never produced a blossom as delicate as this precious rosebud wrapped in pink.The most accomplished composers have never written music like the symphony within my heart.Just one look, one gentle touch and the spectrum of love widened to include colors I have never seen, each bathed in the rosy glow of her innocence.How blessed I am to be entrusted with the gift of her life.God's own miracle for the future. You've colored my world, sweet baby, so pretty in pink. February 12, 2005-Your memory is my keepsake, with which I'll never part, God has you in his keeping, I have you in my heart. From the very first time I saw your sweet face til I see you again in heaven, I'll remember you, my daughter, my angel. I love you. Mom Close
i miss you / Kari Grogan (friend)
Oh, I miss you. I just talked to your mom today for about an hour and a half. I just wish we could turn back time. It's almost too much to think about. I love keeping Mason when i get the chance , when I look in his eyes it's like looking into yours. I don't know what to say now, it's just too much right now. I will get back to you. I love you, Kari Close
thinking of ya'll / Jamie Cain (friend)
Hester Family- my thoughtsare always with you...I hope you all aredoing fine! I will be in touch, kiss mason for me and take care.....jamie cain Close
Your in my prayers / Emmitt Waller (Cousin)Read >>
Your in my prayers / Emmitt Waller (Cousin)
Jennifer I love you and miss having you around. You were always there for me when I needed someone to talk to. You will always be in my thoughts. I know I have done some stupid stuff since you left this cruel world (and have gone to a better place). But you have been there with me to help make it. I want you to know that I'll be there for Mason anytime. I pray that I'll get to see you again someday. There is some times that I wish you were still here. But, gods got 2 of the most beautiful,most loving,and joyful angels with him (Jennifer, Maddie). Your family is in my prayers. I'll always love you Your cousin Emmitt Waller (Bubba) Close
Letter ~~~~~~~ / Diane Cassidy- Angel Mom-Katie Read >>
Letter ~~~~~~~ / Diane Cassidy- Angel Mom-Katie To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say. But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay. I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness; Here is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight. Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through. God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you. It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man." God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do. And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you. And when you lie in bed at night the day's chores put to flight. God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years. Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry: it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned. If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over. I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before. There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb; But together we can do it by taking one day at a time. It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too; That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you. If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain; Then you can say to God at night......"My day was not in vain." And now I am contented....that my life was worthwhile. Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile. So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low; Just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street and you've got Me on your mind; I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind. And when it's time for you to go....from that body to be free. Remember you're not going.....you're coming here to Me!!
We miss you! / DeAnna Waller (cousin)
No matter where she was, she knew how to be the life of the party...whether she was singing or being herself. Growing up I always remember her singing "Grandpa" by The Judds...which everyone can recall that. That was her song! Everytime I hear that song, I think of her and Pop. This family has been through alot the last year and a half, and have managed to make it through. Everytime I'm around Mason, it's like Jennifer is there letting us know that she loves us and she's watching over us. I pray for the family everyday...even my brother. We love and miss you, Jennifer, Happy Birthday! Close
For the family / Julia Dotson (Friend)
I remember Jennifer mostly as a little girl. As time seems to do, it gets away from us. We becoming older adults and them becoming young adults and starting their lives, we tend to lose touch. I remember Jennifer as the most precious little blonde haired, blue eyed girl. Very sweet and compasionate even then. She always took up for the underdog. Jennifer had such a sweet and tender heart. She was full of life and lived it to the fulllest. My life was enriched from knowing Jennifer.
To Dan, Josie, DJ and Dana, My heart and prayers will always be with you. We have been friends for many, many years and I love you all dearly and my thoughts are always with. Close
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